My brother that has been in Peru for 2 years came home on the 16th. It was great. Mom was a little late to the airport because she had to deal with my grandpa. Come to find out that the rest of my year could suck really bad. I have to possibility of lossing 3 grandparents this year. My grandpa is doing really bad. We know that he doesn't have much longer. But last night I found out that my step-dads mom has Colon Cancer. It is really far along, so we don't know how long she will live. Also Josh's gandmother is not doing very well. There is a chance that she will not it through the year earlier. I am also going to have to deal with Josh having surgery at some point this year. When we first started dating he said that he would have surgery in the next five to ten years. Well I will have to deal with more than one surgery this year. That includes at least two for his heart, and at least one other. My year is going to be busy, and I am going to be traveling a lot.

It is crazy to me to think that I am going to spend more than 12 hours at work today. The more hours I work the more money I make I guess. my wonderful husband brought me food for lunch. I really do miss him when I work all day long.

I just got back from being at home and seeing how my grandpa is doing. He is in the worst shape I have ever seen him, and I don't think that he is going to live very much longer. There is one good thing that is happening, my older brother is coming home from his mission in Peru on the 16th. Josh and I are going to go back down and spend a week with him and the rest of the family. I have been married for 3 months now and can't believe how much my life has changed because of it. The craziness is only getting worse as the summer ends. But no matter what I know that the Lord will be there to pull me through the rough spots in my life. I know this because he gave me Josh, who is another reason that no matter what comes I know that I will make it through.